Even though I said i liked the guy you are talking to at the moment and I feel like he’s genuinely a good guy, it doesn’t mean I don’t hurt when I hang out wt you and he happens to be there. It sucks seeing you and him together. And honestly if he wasn’t leaving for his deployment I don’t think you would be seeing me at all or tryna hang out wt you. i’ll prolly find an excuse not to hang out, I just don’t want to be hurt when I hang out wt you. nothing on you, i’m glad youre happy and that you finally found a good guy for you, but it just sucks for me. so, i apologize if it seems like i am avoiding you.. i just need some time on my own, cuz it hurts. blah. i’m such a lil bitch.. kbye.